♥Monday, June 23, 2008
ever wonder why i lazy to blog nowadays.....cos tis lappy ar everytime give promblem wan....jam here jam there....babi tul..lucky i'm nt rich if nt i throw and buy a new set....hehe
Last Saturday we TEAM AWA went for a cycling expedition at PULAU UBIN. And it was the best cycling expedition ever...hahah..reli!!!! Alot of entertainment sia......ahhah...u muz be there to see it...muz give creditss to my wolf pack..
They are: Mahendran
Shark
Eddy
Sharir
Ram
Steven
Mirza
U guyz reli rock PULAU UBIN man to da max....hahahaah.......
k la tats all la...lazy ar wanto continue.....wan to eat nw....
AND DUN FORGET GUYZ......"AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH"
Fir Outz!
♥Tuesday, May 6, 2008
BONJOUR!!!!!!!!!
Hey guyz....this few days have been quite an emotional time for me. Because after working at SUNTEC CITY DELI FRANCE for 2years n 5 months, i'm so sad to say tat it is going to closed down soon. It will be closing downed on the 9th of May 2008. Its hard for me to accept this as that place bring alot of memories to me. Be it good or bad,i've put in alot of effort in my working experience at there.
This is how it all started,on 25 December 2005, while celebrating my 18th Birthdae, i received a call from my new working place. My manager say," Hi is this Firdaus....." I say ya its me....." Hmmmmm...ok regarding your job, u can start work tmr"....."wahhhhhh...thank you so much.."....then i tell my mum, that i gt the job offer. I was like so over the moon.
"This is the like my birthdae present"
So there i stated from a pay as low as $3.80 p/hr....i make a name for myself, getting scolded by customer, getting scoled by my manager, make very good friends not onli in my working place but also with people at SUNTEC CITY itself, now i even make friends with the cleaner also.....hahahahh.......tat is so me......now my pay is raised to $5.00....woohooo!!!!!
My friend tell me that...."Ehk fir...bile la kau nak kluar dari deli tu?"...i say" The onli time i'm gonna leave this place its when they say that suntec city delifrance will cease operation...and true enough its going to be closed. I tell them that this is my 2nd home. I treat it like my own. Cos it means everything to me.
Now i'm being posted to other outlet,which i reli dun like, n i requested to be transfer to a place near me which is at Jurong Point. I hope i will get that place..If not then that's it, i'm gonna resigned for good n find different place, different environment, different felling. The feeling which can't be replace.
K tats it for now....i gonna say bye to all my lovely customers. Nice serving u all this past 2 years
actually my last dae at work was on the 4th of May 2008 and i'm supposed to finish work at 5 but i volunteered myself to stay till closing...hahah....at 3pm, one by one go home, so sad and i can't believe it tat was my last dae working with them. I hold back my tears after saying goodbye to all my friends. I was so different tat dae..i dunno why also...but i have to accept the fact tat suntec is closing. At 10.30pm, i say goodbye to everyone in suntec delifrance and also give my favourite auntie a big *hug*. She is like a mother and a grandmother to me at there. Always buy me things....and she also always kena disturb by me...hahahha...natural me!!!!!!
and to my working mates......................nice working with u all. All of u have help me alot this few years.thxs. without u guyz, i won't be able to manage it. Won't find better working mates around, u guyz ROCKZZZZZZZZZ.......... LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!
*THANK YOU SUNTEC TEAM AND YOUR CONTRIBUTION*
SUNTEC CITY DELIFRANCE
FROM-26 DECEMBER 2005
TO -4 MAY 2008
*hehe...actually while writing this, i feel like crying....such a cry baby lor...*
Fir Outz!
♥Thursday, April 24, 2008
Girl Of My Dreams
Chorus
You are the girl of my dreams
In my heart I believe
You are the girl of my dreams,
Baby, of my dreams
All alone in my room
Wishing that you were here
Without you in my arms
I'm holding back all of the tears
Without you in my life
I'll never be satisfied
chorus
Sometimes I feel
I could have been better to you
All I want is a chance
To prove that my love is true
Without you in my life
I'll never be satisfied
chorus
Baby let's go back in time
To when our hearts would shine
And I could hold you tight
In my dreams at night
chorus
Fir Outz!
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Fir Outz!
♥Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Hmmmm.......suddenly i got this feeling to write something about my past life. I don't why but i juz got to say it. This phrase "its never the right time to say goodbye"................
That phrase somehow means rather true actually. I guess......U can love that person so much but the next moment....phoooofffff.....it will disappear into thin air. U must be saying that its not true or something like that, but i'm saying this through the experience that i've been going through this past year and believe me its really pain.....
To be specific, i have sacrifice alot of time,sweat,tears,sorrow,hardship alone, just to get that someone. I've given her everything, but what do i get? NOTHING...Its not that i am begging her for something, its just that i only want her love,trust,honesty and i'll be content with that. Because i can't expect perfection as every human makes mistake and you can learn from that by not repeating it.....
I don't understand why girls always like to take advantage of me. Is it because that i'm being too kind. Is it because that i don't scold u. Is it because that i'm weak.......look at me in the eyes...i'm doing this not because i'm too kind, i'm doing this not because i do not scold u, i'm doing this not because i'm weak. I'm doing this because i care 4 you. I'm doing this because u mean everything to me. I'm doing this because you are special to me. I'm doing this because i trully LOVE YOU.
Because the pain that you put me through, its hard to forget. But i've learn somthing in life,that is "forgive and forget" and i have forgiven u and also forget about that. All my life i've been helping people, be it about their relation, about their studies and just about anything. But am i helping myself.........?????
I'm helping her right now, and i know its hard for me to accept it, but let bygone be bygone. Even now as i'm writing this, i kept thinking about her. I'm happy for people, when i see them smile. Never will i want to see tears in her eyes, never will i want to see sadness in her face. Because u know that i'll always be there for u no matter wat. Go through thick and thin together. Share the sorrow and happiness together. Just be there for her!!!!
"Girl i'm losing my mind. Yes i make a mistake. I thought that you would be mine. Guess the joke was on me. I miss u so bad i can't sleep. I wish i knew where u could be. Another dude is replacing me, God this can't be happening"
But now i know who to trust, if i were to find a girl, not only she have to respect me but she also have to respect my family espicially my MUM. Because if she hurt me, she'll also hurt my mum's feeling. I can't take this and neither could she.
Simply said, if u love that person, love them to the end. No point trying if u don't like it. No point living regreting it. No point thinking about it and make your life miserable.
"Cos if i got you, i don't need money, i don't need car....girl u my heart............"
I don't want to go through this again. I've just have to focus ahead. Let's see what tomorrow has in store for me. And the past, let it be a msg to every one out there. Don't thing when that person leaves u, u gt nothing. Think again..take it as a lesson learnt.
"Won't take me long to move on...please don't worry about me i'm fine, only gonna play the fool one time, trust me when i say , that i'll be okay......Go on girl ....go on girl......"
I think that's all for now. I hope whatever i write in this blog, will change some life out there, even if its a little. Remember its the thought that counts. Do everything from the heart and give everything from your soul. And u live to it................
I'll end it here...and whatever i say here ends here aite. No point asking over and over again. In the first place i don't even know why i'm writing this. I think that's what makes me feel better....I guess
and the story continues.................
SIGNING OUT,
Damani Dada
Fir Outz!
♥Monday, March 17, 2008
This is YO MOMMA JOKES.........
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1) Your mama is so fat,she stepped on a scale said:Look there's my phone number!!
2) Your mama so stupid that she took a ruler to bed to measure how long she slept!!
3) Your mama's so enormous that when she went to the dry cleaners to hand her
underwear,they put up a sign- "NO PARACHUTES ALLOWED"!!
4) Your mama is so hairy that big foot is jealous!!
5) Your mama is so fat, when she walked in front of my TV, I missed 2 episodes
6) Your mama is so stupid when i say Christmas is around the corner she went looking for it!!
7) Your mama so fat she put on her lipstick with a paint-roller!!
8) Your mama so fat that i ran out of gas trying to get around her!!
9) Your mama is so ugly she went to the zoo and the baboons adopted her!!
10) Your mama so smelly, a skunk next to her smells sweet!!
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Guyz, stay tuned for more at YO MOMMA.......
For now enjoy some pictures i got for ya......
Cat praying for good food
Cat smiling
Dog having Halloween
Fir Outz!
♥Friday, March 14, 2008
well............hello hello hello there....its me again...sori been bz lately till i have no time to update ma blog... Hmmmmmm.....since i'm free rite now, i feel like writing sumthing to wat happen this whole day.....so here it goes...:)....count to 10......
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First thing i woke up in the morning at around 10.30 or so, then i tell my mum tat why not we go eat outside today.She said "ok la,tapi lepas gi sembahyang JUMAAT k". Initally i plan to go to PIZZA HUT at JURONG POINT, but she say "takde tempat lain ke". Then she say why not we go to SEOUL GARDEN, but at where??? So i tell her there is some places, which is at MARINA SQUARE, NGEE ANN CITY.. then she say "kat CAUSEWAY POINT kan ade jugak", then i was like why not. i ask her to msg my sis also but to bad she is nt free ,cause she is meeting her friend.Then i was like hmmmmm....wat to do seh...then she say "tmr ok tak", i say "ok je la anything asal kan keluar makan..hahahah". So tmr we will all go to BUGIS'S SEOUL GARDEN to eat eat eat till we drop.So tat is settled, but i still wan to go sumwhere. My mum then suggested to go to my Aunt's place which is at and still around TEBAN....and i was like,"sembarang ah asal kan kluar"and she say"k lepas sembahyang kite pegi k". So the time is 12.50 p.m...off to the moque for friday prayers. I reach back home around 2.15 p.m like tat ar, get change n off to my Aunt's place with my mum...Over there is like chaos with my little cuzz running around and my aunt was like "jgn lari-lari nanti jatuh..degil korg ni eh",haha..but they were cute though....LIKE ME. Then around 4.30 p.m my friend Muslihin, my ex working mate at Delifrance, msg me and ask me whether i'm free to go watch soccer match between SINGAPORE ARM FORCE & TAMPINES ROVERS played at JALAN BESAR STADIUM . I say "ok la.....jumpe kat LAVENDER MRT CONTROL STATION kul 6.30 p.m k", then he reply "ok set". So as usual "JANJI MELAYU GAK......." , we both reach there at 7.15 p.m and off we go to JALAN BESAR STADIUM to watch the match. Luckily the match was free entry for every one. So it was not worth watching cos the first half was so boring...and luckily there was "THE SINGAPORE ARM FORCE CHEERLEADING GROUP", to entertain us...hmmmm no wander they won the best cheerleading group for 5 years.."CONGRATS!!!!!!....." cos they never failed to amazed the crowd from the start of the game to the end of 90 minute of the match with their crazy cheers which make the atmosphere tremendous..."THXS GUYS", and the final score is>>>>
SINGAPORE ARM FORCE 2
TAMPINES ROVERS 1
and the winner goes to SINGAPORE ARM FORCE...WOOOHOOOO..the match ends at around 9.25 p.m like that and so we called it a day and when straight home after that. Then Mus said.. " thanks eh fir for accompanying me to watch the match with me...i say "no prob...aku pun boring gak kat rumah, nothing to do aniwae".
So that's it for today..i started this at 10.50 p.m and finish this exactly at 12 midnight...fweeee...1 hour that is to write this thing up..well i think i finish this up bye saying GOOD NIGHT N SWEET DREAMS!!!!!!
DAMANI DADA OUTZZZZZZZZ..........
Fir Outz!
